How is it almost a year 😳 🥺😭💔 how is it possible to have had a year without you , without your advice, without our crazy ideas that we put together, without discussing our crazy dreams.... how is it almost a year since I even heard your voice ...😳.... and more to the point ... how is it even true that I won't be hearing it again... no more Toby carvery... no more birthday cake for you to claim is for dad... no more ... anything new